I am in Poughkeepsie again. I've been visiting a lot know there's not much time left to revisit my college years. Being here is like being at home, the streets i know, the people, the places to get food and drinks, some change, but each new business fills the temporary vacancy like it was there all along. Following the slight betrayal from an insecure girl i'm feeling somewhat motivated to go out and find another. They seem more willing here, not more willing to fuck, but more willing to talk, which is rare. The real world is full of people who would rather walk alone in their careers than chat with a friendly stranger. That phrase may even be fictional at this point understand how much distrust the media provokes out of us. TANGENTS TANGENTS. We'll see how this weekend plays out. At the very least i will enjoy the company, the friends i missed while in VA. And the weekends remaining are few, not sure what will relieve the tension and frustration after their gone. Maybe going back to the gym.